Finding Your Self By Losing Your Identity

Deni Van here! For those of you who don’t know me, I’m a spiritual teacher and transformation mentor.

The opportunity to give back just fills my heart and with so much energy and waves of emotions, I wanted to take some time and answer some questions that came up in our group- The Heartfelt Awakening Village.

One particular question came up today asking about Identification- specifically identifying with the body.  A lot of masters and teachers will talk about letting go of identity because our thoughts will go to the things that we THINK we are and away from who we really are.

The one thing I speak most often about is that we are 2 parts which create a whole. All of nature and physics show us that 2 things are required to make a whole. So as Human Beings we are also 2 parts- there’s the Human part of us- constant movement, constant change, never the same belongs to time.  And then there’s the Being, no movement, is nothing, expansive, stillness- everything comes from this- it’s nothing, and yet it’s the biggest, emptiest, most powerful part of you.

Sometimes it’s really difficult for the human mind to wrap itself around this perspective because the mind and thoughts are also part of this movement. The brain is a filter between our external and our internal world, since we are experiencing both worlds, there are 2 parts to become more and more aware of.

You really can’t put any words to what this experience is. I can only use metaphors or examples to what it is I’m trying to bring across. Once you find this, its very difficult to say “YES, this is it!” and then put what it is into words.
One example I love to use is the scale; the scale has 2 parts- the fulcrum and then the scales which are the moving parts. The moving part of the scale can equate to the body and the Human experience. The body is moving,  has a beginning, a duration of time and an end. The human body is moving and constantly changing. The part of you I want to guide you to is to the larger part of you. If you can sit and connect to this larger part of you, you clearly see the energetic movement part of you from the expansive space of stillness.

You may think your are your body, your thoughts, beliefs, experiences. I could say, I’m a mother, a wife, I am hurting, I could list a ton more things- this is all energetic movement, like the scales on the fulcrum!  I want to help you recognize that in reality you are NOT these things you identify with!

I like to call this space the kingdom of the heavens within. When you come to this larger part of you, you create space where you are not moving but your body, your experience and everything else is in movement. This is an internal journey, it has to be experienced.

You must shift your perception to this space. So when you can, take a few moments to get into this space. Sit down, feet flat on the floor, butt on the chair, spine is straight and then just let the belly completely relax. In order for this shift to happen is you must be completely relaxed in order to let go. This is why meditation is so important in a lot of practices to still the thoughts and movements. You have to calm and quiet yourself so that you can shift to this larger part of you.

While you’re sitting and your spine is straight, relax the face and just begin to notice everything that your body is doing or feeling. Notice your heart rate. Notice your breathing. You can even close your eyes and feel inside down to your feet- you’re very much aware of them, all the way up your legs. Become aware of what’s going on inside.

But then, also become aware of the space outside of you- maybe just a little bit off the surface of your skin. Become aware of that space and than make that space larger and larger! Over time as you become more relaxed, bring your awareness further from your body until you get to point you’re becoming aware of everything in the room. Your space, the light, the energy that you are is filling the room and you are aware of it.

You’ll become aware that your thoughts stop- You’re now perceiving from this larger part of you. Practice shifting into this space. When you make this shift from being in the Mind to the openness of the heart, you will see how the mind is limited. Our bodies are limited too. This space, that is my passion to help you find, has no limitations. The more you can sit and quiet yourself, the more you’re going to have to let go of all of your identities- including how you identify with your body!

Not only can you bring your awareness just off where your skin ends, when you close your eyes you can become aware of the space beyond your body- the room, the whole house, below the house, above the house. Spread your awareness out. When you do, you’re perceiving from this larger space and you begin to recognize all of your own identities. You begin to see “oh there’s the part of me that’s pretty reactive to things going on around me or things from my past”. This is where you can identify where you are.

I invite you to find this space of nothing but, you have to let go of any identity you hold on to. That means your body and beyond! It doesn’t mean, however, to ignore the body or don’t do anything for it. It doesn’t mean that at all. In fact your body becomes a sacred temple for your Being.

When you’ve identified with the body,  that means you believe that you are the body and that is WHO YOU ARE. Example- I am this gender, I am this body. Nothing more. However, if you believe that there is a part of you, or that there is something more that animates this material body, then you can make this shift to this larger part of you. See how the body itself has a beginning, is here for a duration of time, with a whole bunch of experience and then will have an end- whenever that may be.

Everything, including your body, really belongs to time! Time is moving, like the outside bands of a hurricane. You are a system just like a hurricane.  You are the movement but that means you are also the energy just the eye of that storm.  The eye is nothing but space yet is the driving power of the storm. The stronger the eye and the more centered and the more focused the eye is, the more powerful the hurricane. You are no different than what Nature shows us! As a Human Being, the Being is where your power is!

We’re so used to being connected to our bodies. It takes practice quieting the breath and relaxing the body. As you get quiet, you will notice the mind and the thoughts are going to try to distract you. It was a struggle with my mind for a period of time; I would be in this space but then it was like being whipped right back into the bands of the hurricane, whipped right back into the energetic movement and I was like “where did it go?! Why has this left me?!”

I discovered I was perceiving from the Human perspective. Yup, I was back in my Human. Within me are a ton of people. There’s someone with an opinion, there’s someone with judgments, somebody with preferences and a story and tons of reactions. I was completely back into the movement of the Human. Bumping into other beings who are also stuck in their Human and are reactive with their own opinions, beliefs and experiences. It’s pretty easy to get knocked out of your center!

I discovered that when you shift back into stillness- because you’re going to come out- take the time to get back to nothing! You CAN! It does take awareness in the beginning.

I want to hear about your stories, even if for just moment you discovered this space. When you discover this space- this is where the miracles happen. This space is your HEALING space!

Start out as a practice and quiet yourself and create some inner space. This vital nutrient  that will bring you guidance and flow. When you perceive from this space and chaos is happening around you, you see opportunities instead of being caught up in the chaos of everything and you can’t see the opportunities for what they are. When you slow yourself down and create a little bit of space- this is where your internal genius comes out; this is when change naturally happens.

This is when you’re going to see your depression and see your thoughts attacking you. You find “oh here’s a thought” and you can look at it, identify it and realize “That’s not me! I’m not giving my attention to it any more.” This is where the magic happens! This is where I want you to be!

Have you ever seen a picture of an iceberg? Where you can see just the top of the iceberg but when you are exposed to what’s underneath, this big giant iceberg connected to the whole ocean- this is like your Being! I want you to connect to the part of you that can’t be seen, it’s under the surface, the deeper part of you! This is where inspiration, inner peace and knowing is! When chaos is happening all around you, time begins to slow down because you’re not allowing yourself to be involved or caught up in the movements- you are only observing. You’re not caught up in the outcome of it, you’re just holding space. This is where power is and where the magic happens. This is where Healing begins!

I do this kind of energy work and meditations with clients 1:1 or in small groups, so if you’re interested in learning more or experiencing this connection to the larger part of you, you can contact me anytime! This is about you FINDING this space- this experience is felt in the heart- heartfelt! It is my passion and universal purpose to help you find this!

Thank you for allowing me to join your journey! I would like to extend a warm invitation for you to join us in The Heartfelt Awakening Village! We have some amazing things happening! We are currently starting an incredible study that has never been done before that quantifies a spiritual awakening process! To find out more come on over or schedule a call with me! Blessings!

 

Spiritual Energy Healing 7 Feb 2018

Our weekly Spiritual energy healing

This is the highlight of the week!

Begin by entering the space of Stillness. You are invited to let go of the movement and come into the stillness.

Beginning with my purpose, may we all move from this clear space of stillness.
Opening up the space and allowing our light to shine.
Using the pendulum to read the energy using my cheat sheet. Starting with a general clearing and a general reading for those watching live and those watching later.

The two types of love. The verb love and the noun love.

Daydream regularly. The difference between the verb love and the noun Love. Understanding the difference between foundational love and conditional love.

 

Energy Healing Circle 21 Feb 2018

Beginning in the space of stillness and today we are pulling Angel cards and allowing this beautiful tool to guide the energy of those who are in the livestream and for those who are watching later.


Guiding us to remember our inner child requires love and attention.
It’s time to lean upon your support. Let go of what does not support. Bring your energy back to your space of stillness.
Begin to see energetic patterns.
Bringing expectations into a relationship. Expectations lead to disappointments. Be aware of bringing past experiences and expectations from past relationships into new relationships.
Becoming clear on what you need within a relationship.

Chakra energy clearing and balancing and energy flush.

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Energy Healing Circle 14 Feb 2018

Today’s energy healing circle is dedicated to the Heart and the most important relationship you must have.
Happy Valentine’s Day!


Discover what you need to have in a relationship. Your most important relationship is with Self.
New relationships and bringing past experiences into a new relationship.
The heart center knows no boundaries.
Make a list of all of the qualities you want to have in the person that you would like to have a relationship with.

Allowing connections with new relationships. Bringing past experiences into new relationships.
Tapping on past experiences where the heart was closed.

Energy Healing Circle 31 January 2018

With all the celestial happenings going on, this energy healing circle is going to allow the release of old energies to come to the surface and create space to move forward from a clear space of stillness.

You are invited to the space of stillness.

Everything in our physical experience is temporary.

No more Doing, bring your attention back to the space of your Being.

Watch states from the space of the Being.

The importance of setting up believable affirmations. Use affirmations to break cycles.

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Energy Healing Circle 24 Jan 2018

Energy Healing Circle for 24 January 2018.

First up are new strengths and new patterns.
Anxiety and what it looks like energetically.

Guilt and shame is discussed. Looking at it from the space of the Being.
The energy of cognitive dissonance, feeling numb and dissociating.

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